Its the weekend and Ill cry if I want to ...

So yea. Seems Ive been a naughty girl and havnt writen anything for the past three days. Well I did write something.I just never got to post it on here yet . And now its kinda outdated so Im not sure if Ill be able to . I promise Ill catch you up soon. Maybe tomorrow if Im not toooo busy getting ready for next weekend. Right now Im just so tired that Im living off of this
Isnt it the greatest stuff in the world? Well to me anyways. Tonight theres a band in the bar that I work for . So Maybe , Just maybe . The music will drift into the kitchen and help keep me awake. Of course by the time they start well be cleaning. What a shame... if there good I might just stay and watch them . Oh the shame of working in a firehouse....

Its a sad time in the life of a Disney lover

The actor who voiced Mickey Mouse for more than 30 years has died, with his wife - who is the voice of Minnie Mouse - by his bedside.
Wayne Allwine, 62, died on Monday of complications from diabetes, the Walt Disney Company said. "Wayne dedicated his entire professional life to Disney," the Disney chief executive Robert Iger said. "Over the last 32 years, he gave so much joy, happiness and comfort to so many around the world by giving voice to our most beloved, iconic character, Mickey Mouse."
Born in Glendale, California, Allwine joined Disney in 1966 when he took a job in the mail room. He went on to work in the sound effects department and began voicing the company’s main mouse in 1977 after using his natural falsetto to win an open audition.
He was only the third man behind Mickey's voice. The first was Walt Disney himself, who spoke for the mouse from 1928 to 1947, before passing the role to Jimmy MacDonald, the studio's sound effects wizard. MacDonald had already been Allwine's mentor in the studio and told him after passing on the reins: "Just remember kid, you're only filling in for the boss."
"Mickey’s the real star," Allwine said later. "You know you just have to love the little guy while you have him, because he won’t be yours forever."
Allwine's first voice work as Mickey was for television but also provided the mouse's voice for movies including "Mickey’s Christmas Carol" (1983), "Who Framed Roger Rabbit", (1988), and" The Prince and the Pauper" (1990) and for Disney theme parks, radio and live stage events.
Allwine is survived by his wife, Russi Taylor, whom he married in Hawaii in 1981, and is one of Hollywood's most famous voice actresses. She has been the voice of Minnie since 1986.

{ None of the above is my writing. I found this article on Times website. Anyone that knows me know of my love for Disney movie . And maybe not for you but to me this is a sad day. I may not have know him but he will forever live in my household. I leave you with a photo of both him and his beautiful wife.}

HomeSick or MemorySick???

I have been feeling really home sick lately. Missing everything that use to be "Home" to me. Sitting back and looking at photos. Talking to my friends.Just remembering everyting in general. But then I realized something. It wasnt the place I missed. Even though yea. I do miss it sometimes. It was the memories. The people. That I missed. I mean can you every really go home? I remember hearing that you could always go home but I dont see how you could. I mean even if I were to go back Everything would be changed. And I do mean everything. Hell Ive changed for the most part. Would I really just fit back into the schem of things? Or would I just be this weird person trying to rehash years ago?Dont get me wrong. Of course one day I would love to move back down south. To me Texas will always be Home. Its just a completly diffrent place down there. Even Hubby bear fell in love with it when he was down there for a week last year. Maybe in a couple years we will be able to save up some money and move down there. Of course by then I will have two homes. Texas and Yanky Land (Pa). I will continue to remember my memories foundly as they will always be apart of me. As will most of the people in them. Myspace is a great thing. Im starting to think this post has no real meaning to is ... So heres a pic of what I still consider Home.

Is your heart still mine....

Yes, I know the title has nothing to do with this post but hey. Its the last lyric I heard and since I was unable to think of a title... There you go. Not much to talk about. This week has been calm. Which is a blessing in its own. Had a great BBQ in beautiful weather with the parents monday . Crappy weather the rest of the time.I should probly head to bed but I am not tired in the least. So like I said not much to write about so guess Ill leave you with some pictures. Enjoy


They were sitting so cute together so I quickly got up to get a picture and by the time I got over there lil man was giving this expression.... Think hes tired of having his picture taken.Still a good one of him and Daddy .

This this is maybe one of my more recent pics of Lil man that I just love.

Notice the hat??? Yea Buddy... Thats where yours trully is from!

Birdie... Shes a tiny thing but shes a good mouser.

Lazy rainy mornings....

Blah... Arg... Huh?

Wow I feel like poopoo.... Hubby bears laying down in the bedroom with a massive migrane... Poor man.. Im sittin here surfin web and blogging feeling like I have a hang over... funny thing is I only had one drink last night . : Insert laughter here:. Work is great . Its only cooking at a firehall but its great. Think the only bad thing is its only part time and right now they dont know when there going to need me. I should really go clean right now for the BBQ tomorrow .... Not sure if its going to happen though. Parents might just get to see dirty house. Not like it would be the first time....

Weekend in a nutshell.

Well... What can I say about this weekend. Nothing too out of the blue. I guess you could say. It had its good moments and it had its bads.Thankfully more goods then bads. Friday afternoon hubby bear picked up a pkg of shoe strings to fit my fav heals. Ok Now Im not the type of girl that is all girly girl. Hair always done. Nails. Ext ext. But I have found a pair of heals that I LOVE LOVE LOVE to wear. Maybe the first time in my life. I Got them a few months back when I was in Khols and fell in love with them. That has never happends befor. Got to wear them a grand total of 2 times befor my wounderful son decided it would be better to destroy the laces then let mommy cont to wear them. They go with everything I own. There called Apt.9 Kink dress heals. Deff a pair I am wishing I will forever have. I wasnt feeling too good friday afternoon . But when hubby brought home the laces I cheered right up. Of course still felt like I needed to hurl. And then something happend that I thought would never happen. I was laying on our couch watching one of the many seasons of Reba , Seeing as we have no cable right now, When my son, Lil man. Was bouncing around the living room. Now you would think this would be a normal thing for a 5 year old lil boy with Autisum. And actually you would be right. this is nothing new in our house hold. Now if he actually sits still for longer then 2 mins then thats something strange. But anyways. I way laying there and hes bouncing away and hubby bears sittin at the computer when I see my son bounce around and then bounce his forhead right of the corner of the coffee table. When he finally stood up. There was a good 2 inch hole in his forehead. Suddenly I no longer felt sick. I jumped up then hubby bear and off the the Er . Thankfully my mom was able to come up and watch Cpt. Know it all after he got home from school .

Three hours and 7 stiches later.....Lil Man did so good. Cried maybe the first 10 mins after it happend and when we first put him on the table in the er. Guess he rememberd the last time a year and half ago he had to get stiches. Finally got home and got the boys into bed . Layed down and Mommy crashed. All that sickness came flooding back. Isnt that a great story? lol and that was only friday . Saterday was much much better. The boys were good . Lil man was back to his self jumping around and acting like a normal boy . The only sign he rememberd what happend was he went around to everyone pointing to it and going " LOOK" . Thats my trooper for ya. Nan came back up for what we had originally planed for. She got to spend the evening with the boys while Hubby bear and myself got to have Grown up time. We went and sall

Now I have mixed feelings on this movie. Mostly good. I just have one huge question? What on earth did this have to do with Demons. I get the whole Angel tie in but Demons? Maybe I missed it or just a repensentation of evil but then it there could be two meanings to the angel. Idk Either way it was a good movie. I enjoyed The Davinci code and seeing this was the next one in ther serious it was as good as to be expected. Of course 15/20 mins befor it was over I was so ready to leave. I am not good with sitting in a theater for longer then 90 mins and this was 2 hours and 20 mins . I do think well buy this when its released on dvd. Buy the time it was over we were so ready to get going and head to dinner. We both hardly eaten anything all day so by 4 pm we were kinda starvin. And we went to a grand ol fancy dinner at CICI's Pizza. Yep you heard it . Im a lucky girl. I have to admit it was my idea. I love their pizza and dont get it often. We left there right when it was getting busy. Headed over and walked around a shop for awhile to waste time while our friend got ready to meet up with us. After about an hour of just walking and window shopping we head over to the firehouse where Hubby bears a member. They were having a band that night. Hey I normally would have rather go somewhere like a club but when I can get a Jolly Rancher for 2.50 Im There.

While we were there I sall a posting for Part time Kitchen help wanted. And with me looking for work. Mainly part time. It was right up my allie. Of course I had never worked in a kitchen other then my own So I was a little hesitent to ask about it. Me being me. Got hubby bear to ask first then finally went back to talk to the Kitchen manager and seemed to really hit it off. At first she was just going to call be but like 20 mins later she came out and asked if I wanted it . Of course I wanted to jump for joy and shout Yes . but I polietly said yes and thanked her . So I start this Friday. Gonna see how friday goes and if it goes good then it looks like I will have a job. I get to wear jeans to work so hopefully Ill be able to keep this one. Sat nigh ended on a great note. Sunday we kinda just lounged around the house . After saterday both hubby bear and myself were feeling kinda Blah.... I crashed REALLY early sunday night . Well today starts the new week but more stuff just keeps happening . And it all happend right when I woke up so I guess I could count that in with the weekend seeing as my mind was not fully awake. Lil man came into my room crying to wake me up. Something he hardly ever does unless somethings wrong. Lil man is not a crier. But I wake up to find out Cpt.KnowItAll had bit him. And not gently either . So of course I had to handle that lil situation. Cpt. KIT got grounded. 2 days for lieing to me and then 2 days for each bite mark. And there was 2 of them so a grand total of 6 days and all for something that could have been controlled by him not doing something hes gotten in trouble for over and over.... Seems hes getting worse and worse . Makes me sick to think we wasted the money to sign him up to sport for him to act like this. Money could have gone to better things. But thats not the only thing. The other thing is Went to get a plate and found a cat.

Nothing really serious about that . Just surprised me seeing not something you usally see . Still dont know how she got up there. Just tells me be careful what your reach your hand into.

Happy mothers day!

Trew all the tears and smiles. One person has always been there for me. My momma. Weve had our diffrences but in the end it always brings us closer. She has raised me when no one else could. I know in the end even if we want to rip each others heads off one min well be going back hugging and crying enjoying every moment of each others company. She has not only been a great mother but an even greater friend. I cant picture my life without her and I know this sounds like a bunch of Rambling but I just wanted her to know how loved she is . Thank you for being a great mother and Nana to my lil ones.

Energy boost....

Guess the title tells everything. I dont know what it was about today but I just got into this cleaning kick. Well dont know if you can really call it a cleaning kick , Seeing as the only Real cleaning I did was dishes. Lets just say. Orginzing kick. Im sure by now all of you have realized that I am not perfect with my gramer. Im human . Get over it . But back on topic. Yea. If anyone knows me knows that I like things a certain way. Dont know where I get that from :Cough: Mom. But yea , I have the hardest time keeping things orginized. And it stresses me out so bad you would seriously call me a freak. I think I can keep my house pretty originized . But our desk. OMG . One day you can put down a note book or a cataloge and the next day its hidden under a pile of junk. I seriously dont know how hubby bear can handle it. Hell just push it over to the side and forget about it. I will let it go for so long befor I clean off the entire desk of lose stuff and go trew it . The end result is a orginized desk, Me with a head ake and ten more things added to the project list. Which I am pretty sure all of which I wont get to.

But I did get something very important done today. My XMAS shopping list. Yes I know its only the start of may. But I swear Im horriable at planning for the holidays. This year I want it to be diffrent. I went trew all the catalogs I had that were somewhat recent and wrote down everything I plan to get for everyone. And the good thing about having it all planed now is we have plenty of time to get everything. And Even thought I wrote down a few ideas from a few of them most of the stuff is coming from the same one . Which is a plus for me . Less shipping. Of course I dont have a clue what were going to get the boys . And hate to say it but its only family this year. I would love to be able to send my girls and godchildren stuff but thats just not gonna happen unless but any luck I get a job soon. And even then its iffy.

I do need to download some music to put on the zune. As to Hubby bears request. My brother in law is graduating from highschool early june and Hubby bears going to go. It was going to be me and him but yea. It will be better this way. So yea gotta get some music ready for his trip.

Summers coming up and fast. Im really not looking forward to it. Ill be the first to admit that I enjoy my alone time while their at school. Im gonna have to think of some things to do with the boys. I know the pools going to be open soon. So maybe take them there. Not sure seeing as neither of them know how to swim. And theres no way Im getting into a swimsuit this summer. So maybe daddy will be able to and Ill be the picture taker lol. Does it count if I put my feet in??? Please say it does? Found this great blog that gives really creative food ideas for kids. And it isnt really anything too out there. Just normal stuff created in fun shapes and animals that kids can have fun with. So Ill have to get some of the reciepes for weekday lunches. Think Im gonna get a countdown till school starts back up. Is that alittle too pushy? lol I think not!

Nothing else really going on. Weathers been crappy. Lots of rain. But my plants are finally starting to grow. Which Im really excited about. My legs are killing me so Im thinking I sat on the floor to long or its going to pour tomorrow. Either way . I sent out a letter to a family member that has been a part of my life from time to time. Im not really expecting anything but hey dosnt hurt to keep them updated. Ok think its time I go and fill out apts. Later

Grumbles

I have never been one for early mornings. And to me a early morning is anytime befor 9 am . And even that is still to early. I enjoy evenings and nights. Theres always more life to them then mornings. Granted my children love mornings. They are always very talkitive during the wee hours and All I seem to do is grumble my replys to what ever statement or awnser they do. I seriously think its time to get a coffee maker. Nice black or red one would go great in my kitchen.

How old??

Can someone tell me the question to this Very important question???? How old do you have to be untill you have all the awnsers youll ever need? All my life Ive heard people say things along the lines of " What till your older. Then youll know." Well, How old do I have to be. Seems to me , That no one knows all the awnsers. Ok Ill give a certain few. Like those on there death beds that have lived 80-90 years. But common. They've lives a LONG time. They have seem many things and been trew alot. Think its only right to give credit where credits due. Of course when your a teenager you have the right to Think you know it all but in realitly dont have a clue. Im including myself in this. Then when you get into your 20s you start to get a idea of where you want your life to go. Family. Jobs. Partier. Everyone seems to have the perfect life maped out. Of course not everyones is going to work out the way they plan. I'm willing to bet that most everyones plans are going to change somewhere along the life. I , Personaly cant speak about any age older then what I am. So I will stop with the 20s. But Im just woundering. When does anyone have all the awnsers? 20's, 30's Death bed? Seems to me that no one really does. Or maybe those few that do. I.e. Death beds. have all the awnsers arnt able to use them. Seems everyone always gets the awnsers to many problems everyones faced with After they need it to help them. Of course this could take me into the whole Everything happends for a reason. We have to go trew the bads just like the goods to better ourselves. yada yada. Im sure no one wants to hear me go on and on about this type of stuff. Just a question Im sending out into the universe. Not really expecting a awnser.

On a side note. While I was writing this , Our cat Birdie caught yet Another mouse. When we first brought her home from my mommas house we knew we had one. Which is why we finally say yea well come get her. Everything had seemed good for alittle while. Didnt even know we had another one untill I heard her running around the kitchen like shes crazy. Then she comes prouncing out into the living room, AkA The room Im in, with the head in her mouth and the body just hanging there. Yes. This is my excitement for friday night. Being a homebody is a curse and gift all at the same times. Another blog for another time. Think Im gonna go chill out to some music and surf the WWW. nite everyone