To the fathers of my world

You are a great father. Work harder then I have seen any other. Make sure our children are well taken care of and always have more then they need. That can go from mean daddy to the sweetest daddy in the world with just a smile from our child. That is the first to volunteer to jump on a kiddie ride to help a child feel better about a first time. With such a open mind to let a mother like me dress our children in a mohawk and skulls and still tell him hes a heartbreaker. To a man that when ever has been needed or asked has steped up to the plate. Our world would be much darker without you in it.

You came into my life at the age of 9. I fought you half of the time and the other half we got along like two peas in a pod. You were always the father in my life even though your never had to be. Now are a great Pappy to my children. You tought me about Barking Spiders, Not to touch lil green strangers, and its a BBQ even if its 40 Degres out and all the foods inside. The life lessons I will always tressure. Thank you for being there when you didnt have too. You are greatly loved.

You are the man I gained half of my Genes from. Been in and out of my life for pretty much my entire life. And yet even when we think the end has come for this strange father daughter relationship we have. There is always another start. Maybe for the kids maybe just to have each other in the picture. Either way . I love you and always will and hope you have a great fathers day.

I could have gone my entire life without ever have meeting you. But I am so glad that I have. You have welcomed me into your life and your family without a second thought about it. I enjoy our talks and being around each other is always a adventure. I hope you will forever be a part of our lifes and hopefully one day we will live closer.

Mommy dont play that

I have been profussely sick the last couple days. I honestly thing the first couple Hubby Bear thought it was a excuse to get out of doing Anything. Of course while Ive felt like dying my children felt like crying. With tears of joy that is. Lil man has learned a new game. He thinks this is the greatest thing since sliced bread. Grab something off the desk while mommys not paying attention to me and run with it. Of course in this game mommy has to get up or try very hard to get said important thing back or well . The games no fun. I have not had a problem with this game. The smiles it brings to his face is one of a kind and the laughter to my ears. That alone is worth the migrain hours upon hours of chasing after him . Usally I can get away with sitting in the chair and turning this way and that to reach for him when he would Dearingly come closer and closer. As the past few days this has been his number one thing he has wanted to do. But today unlike the others I have felt worse then normal and ontop of it Hubby bear is still not home because he went to look at a car. Which everyone will like to know. He has found a car for half of what we were planing on. New Computer Chair here I come. So I have not eaten or had anything to drink since this morning when I snaged half a cup of his tea for lunch. Im alil edgy to begin with and ontop of it waiting to go food shoping . Yes my children have eaten. Well the great hubby I have has called , From god knows where . and orderd chinese for me. I am still waiting on it with the money on the desk, When my beautiful son decided it was time to play another round of 'keep away' This time with mommys $20 sitting on the desk to pay for mommys food. Lets just say my kid knows how to get out of a grasp when he wants to.All the while the laughting and playing continued. This round of mommys chinese money did not last as long as the others because Mommy dont play that!

Im still here

I know its been a week since Ive writen last. Nothing too important has been going on. Just seems like everytime I turn around theres something else that has grabed my attention. We got a little bit of money last week. So saterday the four of us went out to a nice dinner. We try not to go out to eat to much but this place is really good southern food. Its my Grandmas fav place to eat and I think it has become mine. Maybe once in a huge while when Im in the mood to cheat on my very strict diet ill treat myself to going there. I would tell the name of it but right now my mind has completly blanked on me. Sorry.

We are buying a Wii from my parents. They want to get something like a Xbox so for a GREAT price we got almost everything we could ask for with it. We are planning on getting a couple more games and maybe a wii fit but right now weve been vedging out on the couch playing each other . Went to block buster today and rented a game. Its a great game that has all the family favs like battleship and connect 4. I think its one of the games were gonna be buying when ever we get this stupid tredmill sold. Want to say thank you to my momma and dad for giving us the system befor paying them. We do have the money and as soon as we see you youll be a few hundred richer.

With the little bit of money we got . We have been planing for awhile what we are going to get with it. Hubby bear is trying really hard to find another car so that way we have two and can stop putting so many miles on this one that will mainly become mine. While Cpt. KIA is up with his bio mother for two weeks were going to do something speical for lil man and take him to this great amusment park that is centerd around kids. http://www.sesameplace.com/sesame/pa/index.aspx . Yes we have our reason for why were going while Cpt.KIT is going to be with his Bio-Mom. Mainly its to give lil man something speical as Cpt.KIT is going to have with his trip but theres other reason. We finally got a new vacume today. Ours broke when we moved into our house and I will be the first to admit I suck at being a house keeper. But the one thing that I usally have to do every day is vacume my living room. I know its strange but hey . Its me take it or leave it. When I was finally able to vacum our living room without all the dirt just being pushed back out I was beaming. Is that sad? We also finally got a foot bath. Hubby bear wont admit it, But that is his fav thing right now. At least we wont have to fight over it . Me during the day him during the evening. Seems simple right ?

Found a couple of blogs that I have been captured by. So most the time Im on blogger Im readding their blog to catch up. Which is good and bad at the same time because its getting me up to date with their blogs but putting me behind on all my other blogs I should be reading . As of last friday Cpt.KIT is out of school of the summer. Im thinking about setting up a countdown till his first day of school. I love my Step Son. but man oh man. Sometime I just want to run and screem. Is it bad of me to say Im REALLY looking forward to his stay with his Bio mom? Of course its a lil nerve racking as this will be the first over night stay with her in Years. Another blog for another time. But I think in the long run this will help all of us. Every parent deserves a break once in awhile right? Not like Im wanting him to move away . Shoot even lil man gets under my skin some times. I know I use to drive momma crazy . Which is why I so foundly remeber returning to her After spending the summers with my grandmother. lol

Im still looking for another job. I will keep the cooking gig, Seeing as its only friday nights right now. And saddly its looking like Im going to have to go back to what I was doing befor I went into being a Stay at home momma. But hey . At least I know the work and it will bring in some more money right? Because let me tell you. I miss having my own money. Not saying that hubby bear dosnt get me what ever I really want but it would be nice to not have to ask him for everything and finally let him have some of his own money for himself. And having Cable back would be Really nice. Not that I need it because I can pretty much watch Almost anything online but yea sometimes its nice not to have to sit on a broken desk chair to what the shows you want to watch. What do you think will come first. My lap top or Cable??

Where Back

Wow , It feels so good to be home. I was planning on writing this up last night but by the time that we got home and settled all I had energy for was to check emails and a couple blogs. Think we were all pretty much ready to crash after alil bit of being home. I could still use some sleep. But the trip was great.I was having 2nd thoughts about going up untill when we left and alittle after we got there. The main reason I wanted to go was to go to the beach... Well that didnt happen. It rained off and on pretty much the whole trip and yes the only day it didnt rain was saterday. I told you that was my luck. But its ok. We made up for it . Went to the pool and hot tub. This was the first time lil man has gotten into a Big Person pool. So it was alittle nerve racking for him and myself to say the least. Not too sure he enjoyed it as much as I did but I do have to say that my lil man Loved the hot tub. Just sitting back in the warm water without a care in the world. Thats my boy .:Beams with pride:. Thursday and friday all we pretty much did was just chill with the family off and on. Got to see some family we havnt seen in years... Even though they live ehhh 45 mins from us. It took us going to S.C. to see them lol. Saterday was the best day . Started out by going to this great lil place http://www.fundaygo.com/. The kids really loved it and the big kids got to play to.

Lil man started to get tired and knowing he needed to stay up for a LONG time. He got to have his very first Mountain Dew. Seeing as grandpa works for Pepsi Company. I think he got a little thrill out of seeing this first. Now let me set the record and say I pride myself on not allowing my children to have sodas. A sip here and there but never a full bottle to themselves. But I figured it was a vacation and he was old enough to handle one. Now let me clear something up really fast. The bottle was a mini bottle and he only had 1/3rd of all of it. My children are firm drinkers in anything But soda. I.E. Ice teas, Milks, Juic, Waters. And I like it this way. But Believe it or not. The mountain dew had no, Nada none, effect of him. I guess my lil man has enough energy to go around for the bunch.

But anyways . The boys loved bouncing and sliding for a good hour befor it was time for lunch. Went back to the room ate and got ready and then headed over to the In~laws to celebrate 3 birthdays and 2 graduations all happening within a week span. Ha and here I was thinking we were only going down for 1, Yes One , Graduation. I want to say a huge thank you to Uncle A's friend Nick that was staying with the In~Laws who for a good hour had to listen to my oh so adorable five year old going "giveeback" And when wasnt given the game trew such a huge fit, Did I mention how much I love my child? . And even trew all of that you still continued to play with him. Bless you kind stranger.

A. D. And my great mother in law J.

Then it was off to see my brother in law graduate from high school. I was alittle worried about going . Not actually being there but if anyone has small children . going to something like this is alil scary woundering how the children are going to act. But add of a child with PDD, and your close to having a nervus break down at the thought of sitting for almost 2 hours and having the child stay calm . But omg lil man did SOOOOOO good. But comon even if he was bad. Do you really think I could stay mad at him with him looking this cute?

Hubby bear and the man of the hour A.

Brother in law A. And father & mother in law.

Hubby bear and my 3 brother in laws. C. A. & D. and of course Hubby bear

But after the rather sucessful graduation sitting the whole family headed out to this great lil place to eat. Where I have to say is the only place I have ever had real Strawberry Ice tea. Yummy. Everyone was in good spirts . Even cpt.KIA who was at this point. Really tired,Hungry , And to top it off Homesick and just wanted to come home and see birdie.

We said our goodbyes and headed back to the room. Packed and crashed. By sunday on our way home we were all feeling blah and just wanted to be home. but all in all it was a good trip.

We are very proud of A for getting this far in life and everything he has planed for his years to come. I am proud to call you my brother even if it is only by marriage.

Later gater

I know I promised to write something more detailed but yea... Lifes been busy with work and getting ready for the trip. So, As of midnight tonight we will be on our way to S.c. I was really only going to go to the beach but its suppose to be raining. So hopefully there will be one nice day to head out there. My luck it will be saterday when my brother in law is graduating from high school. I.E. Hubby bears reason for going. That trully would be my luck. Hopeflly ill be able to get some nice pictures while were down there. See everyone next week

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MOHAWKS BACK!!!